Yes I think you are all right.

I have been sitting here trying to rev up a motor that won't start.
Normally he could bring me stuff and I would just have to dress and drive.

But I have to pack, sounds easy, but I am so low. A 302 is an involuntary commitment, Dark.

This is the time of day I get suicidal. It is hard fighting so much.
My bipolar, the loss of my son, loneliness, my Husband's meanness and threats. My messy, messy house. My gardens not started. Not continuing with my Heroin Action group....on and on

I just want it to stop. I just sent a message to my friend who lives in NJ. I hope she answers.