I get really profound thoughts that scare me, so I try to listen to music which is soothing. I've also found that alot of the music's words and just not the music so much, affect me too. I love music and even taught piano beginners for several years. I tried pot one time and it freaked me out so bad i nver did it again, in fact i believe with what it did to me may have been because it was laced with something.I use to love to drink beer, but on my meds now i can't or I would die. I am considered schitzoaffecteive, but i looked at my doctors bill yssterday it was changed to Bipolar.Either way i get strange thoughts and feelings and can't seem to get it to stop in my head.