I'm checking in for the first time in a while.
I'm not really OK. I am feeling absolutely terrified, like I don't want to move or breathe, at the thought of heading to the U.S. and trying to get help for my BPD. I am so afraid that there won't be help, or I won't be able to get insurance, or they won't cover me...it's just scary. I don't know how the U.S. members do it.

Hugs or everyone today, I hope you're all doing alright.