Feeling okay for the first time in a while. I feel like things are falling in order and that I have a few people in my life who care about me. I still find it difficult to fight this overwhelming boredom when I'm alone (and I find that I'm afraid that I'm boring to other people), but I suppose that's something that I have to work on--I need to just get up off my a-- and do something. Get out of the house, find hobbies...