Yes I do as well. Way too much and at the expense of myself almost all the time. Then when I don't get the same level back I start to hate myself for caring too much about the wrong people and then the hate comes out.
Then the anger, etc. All too often I find this happening.
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"Death is easy, peaceful: Life is harder"
"The Day You Turned On Me Is The Day I Died,
And I've Forgotten What It's Like,
And How It Feels To Be Alive" (Daughtry-Gone)
"And you always want what you're running from. It's always been that way." Bittersweet Lyrics by Ellie Goulding
"The reason I hold on, cause I need this hole gone." (Stay by Rihanna)
"The opposite of love's indifference." (Stubborn Love, The Lumineers)
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