Dear T,

I miss you a lot tonight why do I feel so needy? It makes me cry....I know it's not really even you so much as this transference thing. That makes it worse almost. I don't want to feel alone - but especially not in therapy! I'm seriously going to try to be more authentic when I see you this week... because without authenticity, T, what's the point? I guess if you leave me for being me then that's not my fault, no? Or if it is my fault and I'm not worth your time, then maybe it's best I find that out now rather than further down the line (???)