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I feel mentally exhausted even if I do nothing mentally stimulating at all. It's really ridiculous. My brain is my own worst enemy. When I get mentally exhausted it makes me physically exhausted which is generally translated into "laziness" by folks who just don't understand that this is all "normal" for BP. I am still learning about BP. I thought knowledge was power but now I see the more I learn the more I hate myself. I know that's not helpful but that's me.
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Dx: BP1, ADD, OCD, PTSD, GAD Current: Topamax 200mg, Ativan 1mg PRN, Lamictal 200mg, Ritalin 20mgx2, Klonopin 1mg PRN, Omega 3 Abilify 10mg
Past & failed: Seroquel, Saphris, Lithium, Neurontin, Wellbutrin, Prozac, Effexor, Zoloft, Celexa, Paxil, Remeron, Vistaril, Haldol, Ambien, Restoril Xanax and now most likely Abilify
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