I just saw T#9 for session #3. I told him I was ready for him to help me. He said he could do that. I told him I was tired of constantly thinking about xT and what he did to me, that I was tired of feeling f***ed up because I still want to see xT, and tired of fantasizing about what I could do to be a thorn in his side (not hurting him, just keeping in his thoughts his failure with me and the consequences to me).