I have been to college for 3 different degrees and only managed an associates from a community college. I can never finish what I start. my husband says i have a fear of sucess and whenever i come close to looking like i might be good at something and excell in i fall to pieces.I am 46 and struggle,to this day,trying to figure out what I want to do with my life. You see I never thought I was going to live to this age. Life never had a meaning and now I am in therapy because I had planned on being dead by this past new year. So the question was put to me. "What would you go back to school for or what is it you really want to do?" I just have no sense of self and what it is I trully like. I struggle with thinking of a career that makes money or something I have a passion for. Still no clue. That is why I feel intrinsically broken and worthless.