WoundedHearts, can you talk to the T you have/had? They usually have consulting pdocs and maybe one she knows could at least see you once and adjust your meds for you? You could clear it later with your pdoc, tell him you felt you had an emergency and fill him in on how it's working (taking the Xanax instead of the Klonopin) -- your pdoc shouldn't argue with "success" and he'd have another pdoc to confer with, etc. and maybe between them they could find an agency who could help you the way you want to be helped at a price you can afford.

Good luck. I've been on limited money before too and rent controlled housing. It was a little easier in the 70s though, they had more city/county agencies with clinics of their own for "free."

Have you looked into your local community college, universities, libraries and government agencies for jobs doing Web "corrections"/updates/upkeep of their sites? I was thinking about doing that. Have you put your abilities on sites like guru?

http://www.guru.com

http://www.getafreelancer.com/