I sometimes wonder how the world works because about 10 mins before Rainbow8 posted her personal questions thread I was going to post this. So I have waited til now.
A while ago my T was talking about a subject, saying he had limited knowledge of it. But his body language was TOTALLY opposite. I now feel he has lied to me. I have wanted for a long time to call him on this, but it involves asking him a question about his personal life.
This lead to me cancelling and rescheduling several times. We talked about my behaviour a few sessions ago and I aired some additional minor grievances I had with him,and never asked "the question" and things seemed to settle down.
Now I have cancelled my next session as I told him I wanted to take a break. I don't know what I expected but he just texted back "sure. Send me your email so I can email receipt" I think I was upset he didn't call or something.
All this angst because I can't ask a stupid question.
Feel free not to respond as this is therapy enough for me, just writing it out.
p.s I'm still amazed at the level of coincidence on this forum. Just when you think youu are the only one someone posts the same issue.