It sounds like you're losing focus tho. Is everything about your previous t? I mean, why were you even going in the first place? Isn't it more important to address the initial problems than whatever crap the ts did? I just keep reminding my t, "and this is where everybody else failed me. Hint, hint."

ETA: Sorry, I just reread my post, and the beginning sounds so negative. I'm getting caught up in some wave of emotion, and I don't even know what it's about. We need to calm down. I need some coffee, that's for sure!