I'm in a bad mind right now. I bought a 4L tub of ice cream last night and between last night and this afternoon, I've finished it. I am now obsessing about losing weight fast. I have not weighed myself recently but I feel like I have gained 10-15lbs in the last few weeks, and I don't fit in any of my pants except ones I recently bought in bigger sizes. I am having thoughts of purging, starving myself, atkins diet, etc. I don't know what to do, I woke up this morning afraid to eat because once I start, I can't stop. I need help and I don't know how to help myself. I feel like a fat disgusting slob.