Everyone, first thank you ALL for your kindness and your responses. It has helped beyond words to at least share all this and that helps me be healthy. And then I can share with others too. So thank you!!!

Ajna - I like that name White Iris :-)

Here is an example of something Byrd just now wrote to someone. He comes back to talk with others sometimes now even though I don't share my body with him.

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8< .. (( This is what Byrd wrote in answer to me and I shared it on my group ))

A: Little Sister, sometimes it is not easy to walk the path of growth. You are never alone. Only when you see through the eyes of your ego do you feel the pain of being alone. It is an illusion. Nothing more.

--- Someone wrote me asking for Byrd to clarify his response to me and this is what Byrd just now sent the person:

(( Name of person he was talking with ))

Brother of Light, it is my hope this letter finds you in good spirits and full joy of being.
Wendi advised me of your request: "explain in simpler terms what I have highlighted below."

My statement to Wendi on this item was to remind her of the Zeta teaching on this. As I was taught and understand these things to be, the cause of all feelings of isolation stem from the inability to see what is truth. The truth of all has been shown to me that one is not separated from the whole. The illusion of separation is a tool of ego.

Ego is the first level of the Grand Dream. It is the word Humans use that best encapsulates the energy of that state. The Grand Dream started with Source falling asleep as it were. This is simplified for explanation for a comprehensive understanding that is personal to me.
At the point when Source who is All fell asleep, the Grand Dream was started. To experience the Grand Dream, where we are only what is being dreamt, the first level was formed in which Source believes the Dream to be. This is the same you can understand as a person who is asleep and believes the dream to be the truth of what is.

Upon this first level, all other levels are built. Those who are being dreamt have the same mirror of the dream within their own selves. This is the manner of the Dream.

Source being asleep saw an illusion that it was not a part of the WHOLE of which it is a part. Wendi is standard in Human response when I share this with her and worries that she can not understand a Source within a Source. In all truth, there is but one WHOLE which is the entirety of all Sources in all states of being asleep and awake.

Source is an awakened Dreamer. Source has full awareness of the items within Its own Grand Dream. Source has determined to learn and grow from observing the Grand Dream as a Watchful Dreamer. When a person experiences learning through the tool of Ego, it is Source who is also learning.

The next understanding should assist in your question. The pain of loneliness is an experience known to all who are within the Grand Dream. Some have awaken and know that this pain is the result of the tool of Ego and of the portion of Source which sleeps.

When one is aware that these emotions are tools of Source's own design, it becomes easy to see past the Dream. One awakens within their own being to the truth that Source is Whole and ALL is Source. There is no truth to the divisions formed. The Truth is the Unity and the single point. But the beauty is in the Grand Dream. And so the pain in lost and it is replaced with indescribable joy of the soul, spirit, and mind. It is a joy of appreciating the Grand Dreamer and fully respecting choices of the same. To be the one that Source has dreamt is the honor above all other honors. To BE. In that understanding, no pain can be known.

Yours in service,
Asheoma te ka Meata