Besides every once and a while having brief moments of clarity where I realize I'm being totally unproductive in my stupid-happy spazziness, I feel great. Haven't felt depressed in over a week (though I was exhausted enough to want to cry after I took zyprexa last night). I've been just ridiculously hyper and I'e had times where I just decided I could walk alone at night and would be able to to take on WHATEVER threat was posed to me. Most days I don't sleep more than 4 hours but I feel rested the next morning and wake up raring to go. I've had auditory hallucinations of my phone ringing and the school clock going off. I even hallucinated tornado sirens earlier today and almost panicked until it stopped suddenly and I didn't see any bad weather. And I've just randomly made costumes and written all sorts of things, sung loudly for no good reason, had to clean ALL the things, etc. I can't sit still and was really glad when my T called during my physics class yesterday so I would walk around.

I've been taking my meds as prescribed, except when I spazz out and forget for a few hours. I'm not... distressed, I guess? I'm too happy for that. But I would like to know what's going on.