Hello all...it is great to be here on this site. I never new it existed until last night. Well, lately I have been dealing with loneliness. I always had a hard time making friends let alone intimate relationships. Now that I am in my early 30's it is beginning to get more painful. It hurts just to see people dating or married especially those woman who I am interested in. Its gotton to a point it hurts to much to even approach anyone. So this is triggering a sense of hopelessness causing me to wonder if I will ever have a happy social life. I think my current beliefs now are that I won't have a happy social life and that I am going to be alone forever. It feels like there is some kind of monster god that doesn't want me to be happy and wants me to be lonely and hurt. just wondering if anyone else feels the same. any feed back is welcome. thx