Every time there's a cancellation with the pdoc Im scheduled with they immediately bump me up the list. They called last night at 6:30pm, said someone cancelled their 7pm appt (I live 5min away) and I could come in. But it's not the sliding scale ($35) like it is to see my therapist there. The first visit is $160!! And $80 each time after that. Between my meds & therapy rent is already being pushed aside for a whole month now I really think I need to go inpatient to be under the supervision of a pdoc & to get my meds right. Im so new to this. Idk what's a symptom and what's a side effect. I have 3 kids and I don't want to put that stress on my family again. But my first hospitalization was for suicide attempt. This time I would be going in not in psychosis or an episode or whatever. I just need help!!