Thanks for the replies so quickly.
I'd like to reply with positives, but, unfortunately....
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I would consult with a dermatologist.
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I'd like to, but get even get an appointment with a dermatologist requires a visit to the doctors, which equals impossible.
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Have you explored WHY you feel emotionally annihilated? If not, this should supply some answers.
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Well my money is on CPTSD events back in primary & secondary school.
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I'm sure dealing with the acne would help both the self esteem and the overly young appearance. What do you think?
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Probably. I don't see myself ever being free and I don't think it makes much difference now. I can't go back and repair the past in the past.
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Also, what are these expectations other people have of you?
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The expectation to go to College/Uni and continue the family profession. I tried going down a voluntary route and ended up leaving twice because I just wasn't any good at it. But it's about the only decently paid career direction I have, judging on paper.