T - I'm pretty darn aggravated at myself right now that I bugged you last week and asked for today's appointment. I really need to learn how to be firm with myself and just say "look - artemis - chill the f out, you got this." I will hopefully tell you this when we talk in 30 minutes. There is nothing that could not have waited for next week.

Then again I hear your voice in my head saying "It's all part of the process, learning that 'you got this' ". So maybe it is okay.