Wow, I go away last night and just log back in to find the couch "exploded". Just spent time catching up, but there was so much...I am in overload mode right now and don't know what to say.

Mom called today...wants to go out to dinner tomorrow night. Hopefully it will go okay. Sometimes she can get on her soapbox and the fact she doesn't want me on meds and I should let her and my step-dad "heal me" by laying hands on me and praying. I am Christian and believe in prayer, but that is just a little too weird for me. Miracles are not a common occurance in my opinion, no matter how many people in thrid world countries my mom has claimed they heal when they go on their mission trips.

Hopefully, it will just be an ordinary dinner with no religious talk or no talk about my pdoc or T. Yes, I could have said no, but I felt like getting a free meal and she just got back in town after being in California for 5 weeks, trying to "cure" a friend's cancer (it didn't work...he died), so I would like to see her. Plus she has a flat screen TV that she doesn't want anymore to give me (I'll take it and "get rid" of my dinosaur big bulky TV (from the 1990's)...well put it in the bedroom as a spare, since there is no TV in there now).

Wish me luck tomorrow with my mom. Hopefully she won't piss me off. I don't see T until Tuesday and don't think I could handle going that long before talking to someone about it.

Okay, I've rambled enough.

Hope everyone has a good night.