I have always had trouble controlling my emotions. I am either up in the air flying, or down in the dumps sinking lower and lower into depression. I realized that I needed help a few days earlier when my teacher screamed at me that she wished I could get my hormones and emotions under control. When I was ten I became anorexic and then with some help I became bulimic. By the time I was twelve I had begun to eat normal, but my outburts of hatred, love, laughter, and violence became much worse. For the whole summer of 2012 I sat alone in my room while my family was swimming in our pool happily. Nobody noticed my absense and I became depressed for three straight months. When school came around I became extremely happy and was floating once again. Now I am thirteen, seeing a therapist, screaming at my mother, messing up my relationships with my friends for no reasons, and all the oppisites every few weeks. I just don't know whats going on with me and then I found this site. I took the bipolar test and I got a 43 which means I have a good chance that I might be Bipolar. Yet, I took the Borderline Personality Disorder and it said I definetely have a problem. I don't want to make a big deal out of nothing.. Please any advice?