Well, last night I did a lot of pushing away. I got pretty irate because she wouldn't really tell me what was going on with a few people involving her in some ridiculous drama, and I was concerned because it was hurting her and I didn't like them involving her (I called it being protective). Well... me getting angry about it isn't protective either, so I've done a fantastic job of alienating her.

There are times in which I'm ok at keeping my emotions in check, but it bubbled over pretty quickly last night.