Hi, and welcome to PC. It sounds like you're struggling through a lot right now and can use some support. You've come to the right place, and there are a few good forums at which you could be posting. Your therapist is a good guide for you right now; it is best to have him or her make a diagnosis rather than self-test but certainly take your concerns into your next appointment. I agree that hormones can be playing a very big role in some of this. It's a very critical time in your development. Wishing you the best.