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And there is no way in hell that I would lay down in front of my T. You are brave.
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Thank you! It's really strange as the couch is elevated about 110cms off the floor!
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Did she talk to you about it beforehand? Was it something you agreed to do? Perhaps there is some reason she thought this would be of help to you? Is there a reason she couldn't just lend/give you a copy of the CD to listen to at home?
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She said she had a plan and I saw she had switched a heating blanket on ready for me (so it was already warm) and had bought in a CD player into the room with the CD in ready to play. I couldn't of exactly of said no considering she had already made the effort
It was a nice CD - one I probably would have done better with if I'd bought it and had it at home.
I just think T has given up on me. She said nothing about me almost passing out last week and is 'awful' with my ED - part of me feels happy that she doesn't understand as it means I fall deeper and know she won't help me stop. It's like she turns a blind eye to it, but I've known her so long, I feel I can't back out.
Thanks for all your replies, have a good day wherever you are.