Hello Kay and I'm glad you're here. I'm sure you do have a lot of fears.

You don't say if you're in therapy or not. I wish I knew. If you are in therapy you can ask your therapist the questions that scare you. He can reassure you about a lot of things.

If you're not in therapy, ask your medical doctor about referring you to a good therapist. He will know who to send you to. And if you're in Medicaid, most states Medicaid programs will cover that. Check with yours.

I wish you the very best. You do need therapy sweetie. God bless and please take care. Hugs, Lee