Went through a short period of loneliness and depression last night followed by a "why am I upset...I can snap out of it" to an inspired phase where felt good and that I could really take care of some things. Now, I'm not upset, but I realize that the last one isn't as easy as it seemed briefly last night.... A roller coaster going up...it was nice while it lasted, but I guess I'm back to reality...whatever that is...