MKAC i totally know that you and everyone here care about me .and depend on all of you to kick me in the but when i am going astrey and think you are all hateing on me . the old SHOW ME THE PROOF stuff lol . i sent stop some of what this teacher said and one thing she made me look at by saying this teacher was an idiot or something like that is.... why and i thinking what this teacher said as truth. maybe it wasnt as bad as she is saying or i am seeing . what i need to do is put on the big girl pants yet again (i hate those things they never quite fit lol) and let my T read those things and see that i wasnt always the shy quiet girl that i said i was and deal. but it was nice to have someone not see me as a terror for a while .who knows maybe she wont after she reads all this .but i am going to make shure i have a plan if she does