Ideally, yes I want to be able to talk about it with him, but for now bp is an acceptable topic, while bpd is a no-go zone. Not only is he going thru his own personal hell, but he's still...uhm skittish(?)

when it comes to the bpd.
I hardly blame him my last attack on him was mercilessly brutal and fueled by an OBVIOUS delusion. Still cant understand how it took me 3 weeks to notice I was insane at the time, I'm supposedly intelligent!

but ok, that's the past right?
I like your elf self's name