Tomorrow I am taking a big step and going to counselling for the first time. I am really nervous. I have been to family counselling with my father before, and he manipulated them into believing his story, and he played the victim. I went to one counsellor and she seemed to think I only need the one session to deal with what was overwhelming me. I know I need somebody to talk to, as I am getting to feel really overwhelmed while planning my wedding, and dealing with all these extra complications. But I am nervous ... I can't even say why I am so nervous and anxious but I am.