For a long time there were periods of time or series of events that I could not remember, more than that really, didn't even know they were there.
They are all there now, recently came to light in my mind. I wish they never had. Seriously, some things should not come back to you at all, doesn't make things easier now, only harder.
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"Death is easy, peaceful: Life is harder"
"The Day You Turned On Me Is The Day I Died,
And I've Forgotten What It's Like,
And How It Feels To Be Alive" (Daughtry-Gone)
"And you always want what you're running from. It's always been that way." Bittersweet Lyrics by Ellie Goulding
"The reason I hold on, cause I need this hole gone." (Stay by Rihanna)
"The opposite of love's indifference." (Stubborn Love, The Lumineers)
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