last time I seen my psychiatrist he was threatening that if I didnt gain weight by the next time he seen he; he would be looking into seeking out a place to help me with my "eating disorder" so tomorrow is the big day. Him and I do not get along but I have no insurance and he is only one available at the clinic I go to. We both agree we dont like each other but we need to focus on the main issues- getting me on the right meds with my illnesses (Bipolar GAD OCD etc) I have finals until the 7th of May so I hope he doesnt try to do anything stupid because right now Im pretty much acing all my classes but one... and yes to me that is a very important thing and I dont feel Im at a unresonbable weight I see girls smaller than me every single day out in the streets! Grrrrr