(((porcelainchild)))

I can understand how scared you are about the results of the heart rate monitoring. May 1st is less than 1 week away though...not too far off. Try to distract yourself whenever the thoughts start haunting you.

Chances are good that if the results are pretty serious your doctor would have made room in her schedule to get you in to go over the results nearly immediately. So, you can use that to reassure yourself that the results aren't that major. I hope that helps you Please do be sure to update us when you get word of your condition!

Hope that your anxiety eases soon ~ slow, deep breaths & relaxing images in your mind. Best wishes!