Umm I don't know what to say. Other than I guess maybe the reason I have stomach problems and headaches could be either stress or I bury my feelings. I get lost with feelings and such. I can remember this friend that was going through some problems and she would cry and cry. Those tears would just flow. I do not know if I was angry that she could cry. Or if I was jealous she could turn on those tears. I just did not understand how she could cry because I could not cry. Thing is she moved on and is doing good and I am stuck or I don't even know the word I am .. I have secrets and I don't even know what they are and I don't even know why I know I have secrets.. ..Maybe I just think I have secrets. I don't even know what is important or are just silly feelings... Maybe I just don't get it.. Maybe someday I will get it....

It looks like the material you posted is from a book.. And if it is, what is the name of the book.???Looks like something I'd be interested in reading