i kind of feel that way :-/ especially now that it is affecting me so horribly. My son is only 2 1/2 but I feel like between my family's history and my husband's he has a very small chance of escaping life without some sort of mental illness. i feel like a real a-hole sometimes for deciding to have a child. I guess only time will tell.

but as an aside, i don't think anyone does anything to deserve mental illness. i don't believe in past lives or karma or whatever. we just drew the short straws in life.

I hope you feel better :-)