yes I think I'm going to talk to my husband about a safety plan because I feel so terrible today :-( I am feeling horribly guilty over spending all our money the past two weeks. I didn't save any to pay hubby's tickets (he got in an accident two weeks ago and got a careless driving ticket and a seatbelt ticket that we're trying to fight because he WAS wearing his seatbelt). now I don't know what we're going to do. and i maxed out my credit card as well :-( the one we have spent six months paying down to get our credit better for a house. well that's out the window.

today I took off of work which was probably a bad idea but at least i kept my son home with me so I won't do anything terrible since he's here. my brother's girlfriend is also off today so i'm gonna ask her to come to lunch with us or something so i'm not alone too long.

i was on lamictal years ago and i remember it doing absolutely nothing to help the severe depression i experienced, so i wasn't willing to wait for it.

we'll see what happens with the celexa.