View Single Post
 
Old Apr 26, 2013, 08:49 AM
southpole southpole is offline
Member
 
Member Since: Dec 2012
Posts: 243
Ok, so she replied, PHEW! It was brief but nice. She basically said that she was glad that she could help me and would look forward to seeing me next session. I don't know what response I was looking for, esp because in my head the whole thing has become so monumental that I feel like she has heard all my weird panicked thoughts about it. So I guess I was kind of expecting her to say, "I'm so glad you revealed all this stuff" or something, but I know she is not caught up in my internal struggle of "should I have revealed all that stuff???"

I am going to try to talk to T about this next Tuesday when I see her next. Sigh ... so much talking about the relationship at the moment. I feel like I'm being a bit weird talking about her (well, my responses to her) all the time. Kinda going through a difficult patch in terms of struggling with the T relationship/transference yadda yadda. Should probably just accept that and keep working through it.

Can see some obvious parallels with RL at the moment though - I realized I so rarely talk to people about things that are bothering me and when I do, I feel soooo guilty and ashamed. I want to take those things back. So it makes sense that it is playing out in T.
Hugs from:
pbutton, tinyrabbit