|
Hot topic, thanks for posting everyone.
I do. I have for a long time in different ways. I usede to pull my hair out. I cut often in the past. I would punch things until my knuckles were sore or to the point of bleeding. Now I bite the skin areas around my nails.
Triggers, sense of abandonment, rage, intense sadness, nervousness.
It used to be for punishment. Punishing myself for anything and everfything I felt I did or said wrong. Now its release. The pain is something to focus on and I know it will go away, the only kind that will.
__________________
"Death is easy, peaceful: Life is harder"
"The Day You Turned On Me Is The Day I Died,
And I've Forgotten What It's Like,
And How It Feels To Be Alive" (Daughtry-Gone)
"And you always want what you're running from. It's always been that way." Bittersweet Lyrics by Ellie Goulding
"The reason I hold on, cause I need this hole gone." (Stay by Rihanna)
"The opposite of love's indifference." (Stubborn Love, The Lumineers)
|