I get some days like this. Little things make me choke up hard. And Im a guy...

And then the feeling of "everyone's out to get me come crashing in" Dwell on it enough and I get to where you seem to be right now.

But I have no doubts the feds have an eye on me or could very easily. Time in a psych facility, turned down for service in military b/c of psych meds, DUI (fingerprints in the system), the web history I have, gun owner...

Just take some deep breathes and direct your mind away from where it is now