I don't know what to make of it, I can be basically fine at home (still some tweaking with other things, but anxiety medication has been fine) - but if I end up getting admitted to a hospital (it was 3 times withing the past four years) after about 2 to 3 days I get absolutely paniced - I mean real nervous, breathing fast and heavy, heart rate increased, exc.

And I don't get why - It's for sure not thinking I won't ever leave alive - it's been for basically nothing stuff - well something if they say stay - but nothing that would make you even consider that was it.....