Hello, I'm new to this forum so please forgive me if I'm posting this in the wrong area. I've been looking for a good forum for some advice about a personal issue, so here it is.

First I'll explain a few things about myself. I will be turning 20 on Sunday, which is scary! Mostly scary because my life isn't exactly going anywhere at the moment (sorry to be a downer, this might get a little depressing.) And I am currently suffering from severe depression and anxiety. I won't be talking about that, though.

The issue that is currently always on my mind is a body issue, you've probably guessed it, my breasts. Now don't think "oh God, another young girl who wants bigger breasts." That's not the case here! I'm honestly not bothered about size. Well, in one way I am actually. My breasts are odd sized, meaning one is much bigger than the other and I don't think they're fully developed either. They just don't look like full bloomed breasts, more like moobs. :/

I know a lot of other women have this too. I just don't know how to cope with it, I can't wear nice tops anymore because it's so obvious. Wearing a bra is really uncomfortable, it's too small for the big breast and too big for the small breast.

Also as you can imagine I'm scared of having any kind of relationship at all. I tend to run away from men. I've never had a boyfriend in my life, unless you can count an online relationship I had. So that also makes me feel abnormal and...ugly.

So ladies (or men, even though you're not supposed to be in this forum) any advice? Is there anything that can be done? I obviously can't afford surgery and even if I could, I don't want bags of silicone in my breasts! No way! Unless there's another procedure they can do such as reducing the bigger breast a little and then inject fat into the smaller one, is that even possible?

Thank you in advance for taking your time to read this long post.