Hi Nessaea: I don't have this problem because I'm still well hidden. Essentially no one except my pdoc & my wife know about my struggles & I haven't even shared it all with them. (My pdoc wouldn't really care anyway. He just prescribes med's.) I had a therapist. But I quit her recently. Most of what's going on with me I keep well hidden from everyone. It's like a pressure cooker inside of me most of the time, while, externally, I appear to be at least marginally functional. A couple of times, this has led to major suicide attempts. I have also been self-abusive.