Ok, so I had to leave this site a little while, the anxiety of it all was just too much. But, I miss having my friends here. I miss having my 'understanding place.'

I'm not going to reveal my old identity yet, and I may never choose to do so, I may simply try to start anew. I haven't decided yet.

My life is throwing some real fast curve balls at me now, terrible hand-eye-coordination, soooo.....for now I'm ducking and dodging the best I know how.

I'm so ticked off at my life situation right now, I can't see straight. I hate people, I hate society, I hate the have to's and need to's, I hate the rules, and I hate the beaten path. Most of all I hate that I'm too weak and insecure to fight it all.

It's good to be back.