There is nothing I want to do except get somewhere that I could be around someone familiar. I've left phone messages for a sister. I thought I could possibly stay with her. Even that doesn't give me much hope. My family was torn with so much strife that no one really is friendly with anyone. But what I'm going through is inhuman.

People screen their phone calls now. They see who it is and decide whether it is someone worth their time. My sister wouldn't answer. I have another sister. I don't believe she will answer, either. A few weeks ago, I called a brother. He was terribly mean.

My S/O is disgusted with me for being depressed. I'm abandoned. He yelled at me twice today. I have to give up on him.