Thanks all. I wrote a bunch more along these lines at work today. I talk with t again on Wednesday, assuming I make it until then without texting her for an extra session, I'm going to ask for an extra one later in the week on Wednesday. Yep, I was alright for awhile, and now I'm not, and I have landed myself squarely back in the deepest depths of psyche for the return trip. Buckle up T, this is gonna be a rough one.