Your parents aren't listening to you, they seem to want to run away from your problem. I say see your school counselor, when you do go back to school, someone must know your not there by now. Talk to the counselor and explain what you are feeling, you may need some meds if you're willing to take them. My son who's 22 was recently put on meds and he says they help him alot. He's going through alot too right now as he broke up with his 2 year long relationship with his girlfriend. He also got a new job and is going to college-see you can do it , you just might need help along the way, and there's nothing wrong with that!!!