butterfli- Im not sure if you read my thread clearly but I stated that I am at a reasonable weight and my pdoc does not like me. Since we cant talk numbers I will tell you I am at a weight that i feel comfortable at and that I SEE EVERYDAY woman that are smaller than I am and are not being threatened- of course I see obese people everyday too so should they be put in a clinic? Because not only are they at a high risk of heart disease, heart attack, diabetes, breathing issues etc- so their doc should threaten them then also? I feel like you took my thread and make it into something bigger than what it is. Risking my life? Hmmmm and the 16 pills they have me on everyday for my mental illnesses is not going to have a negative effects years down the road either right? Because we were made to have unnatural chemicals taken nonstop throughout the day, right? Please dont tell me Im risking my life I risk my life when I take the thousands of mg's of medications that choose for me to put in my body to make me a "normal" functioning adult. I dont know if I took your post the wrong way but that really annoyed me that you would say would I rather be dead?? I will say again I am at a reasonable weight for my height- No that is not ED talking thats true life talking. Im not afraid to speak the truth.