Very few people work at what they love. For most of us a job is just a means to an end. You probably don't want to hear that, but it is true. For years, I regretted giving up figure skating because I could have taught or joined an ice show. Now I only skate when I can and watch others skate in ice shows or competitions on tv dreaming about "what could have been." My present job is no glamour job, I work in a University bookstore. I don't like the structure I am under, my boss's are bully types, but it is a good paying job. I guess, what I am saying is sometimes what we want is not always immediate. Just remember, plan B does not have to be forever...