I don't usually do stuff like this, but if I have any friends here, I need you right now.

My sis and BIL went home around 3:45 Saturday afternoon, and so here I am -- completely, utterly alone in a new town. I start a new job on Wednesday that I wasn't convinced I could do when I took it. Then something happened that annihilated the one iota of self-esteem I've managed to build for myself, and now I'm a hopeless mess. I can't cut, because I'm on blood thinners and I bleed like a stuck pig from a simple paper cut. None of my meds have harmful potential. I'm alone, and very unsure of myself, and so freaking depressed I can't see straight.

If ever I have helped you, even the tiniest bit, could you let me know? I need the reassurance that I'm not a worthless piece of crap.



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