I completly understand how you feel, I have only been suffering from this for about 5 years. Absolutly nothing is enjoyable to me. My meds have been switched many times, I could sleep for days just to not feel how I feel, I am hoping this site will help me to be able to talk to other that can relate and I need to see a pych. but just calling takes so much effort. I just want to love life because its aa gift and I just dont know how either. The dr says I will never be the person I once was and I vaguely remember some of those happy times and I felt alive. Are you on different meds?