You sound manic just the way your writing your post. Meds! Meds! You'll be amazed when they start working . You just have to keep trying different quantities and combinations. No one ever promised you a rose garden. I guess that really dates me. I mean it in jest. I feel for you and I can only imagine what you truly feel. I'm manic and sleepless right now. As long as this doesn't get anyworse, I can deal with it. If you like I'll say a prayer for you. And I'm not real religious. lol